Dear Livejournal, I totally wrote the LONGEST post and it got deleted *SIGH* .  
I got a  flower from my mom , a single blue rose  my dad  whispered "wussie" under his breath  and walked out of the room. 
Ive been thinking about this holiday alot lately , im laying in my bed in the dark basement and im staring at the canldle light dancing on the wall ...I miss Daphnee , my sweet  Daphnee she was so poetic ....so dark , her pale skin , her crimson lips, her black black eyliner..her tight pants i would borrow .... I miss her ...this holiday totally makes me think of the night in her room ....laying on the black satin sheets when she told me she cheated....i broke some plates and let out a banshees cry ...i then wept into her lap like a little lost child ...then i went home...held the blade in my hand and felt the burning tear into my saddened carcass , oh livejournal ...why does that vixen still haunt me ..i hope shes happy in Oregon ....her hair was so last year anyways, oh who am i kidding...these holidays make me hurt so much inside....
i guess i have my mom ...maybee she will go with me to the mall ..id like to get some slip ons ...maybee some bubble bath ...and a good book ??